Confessional

[David Lane]

Yay. I won POV. Before POV scott told me that the plan was to backdoor Dan. not a fan of that plan -.-

whatever, so i tell Dan and Dani of this plan and it's do or die. We pick our locations and get ready to go. Dan said he'd start at top so i called middle and Dani called bottom of boards so we split up. not much help it did us, lol.

Almost immediately Jun's picture was found followed by Dani and Daniele. I was like FUCK. Scott and Libra's image were in the same subforum (different threads) so i found them one after the other with the method i was using. not sure why scott posted libra's but i still found it on my own so yay!

So after POV win i get bombarded by PM's. Scott tells me i HAVE to use it... Jun asking me to use it, Libra asking me to use it, a chat with Dani and Dan telling me not to use it, and after Scott finished with me he asked if Angie could IM me (i forgot i was set to invisible) to which i wrote her and yeah. Angie was supportive of not using it (yay) and i think Scott gets the feeling i won't use it.

Clearly i'm not going to use it. Strange thing happened as Brian wants libra gone. At first he was just saying he was leaning that way. I of course helped push that over the edge so he'll definitely vote that way. With him there is no tie and so so Jun stays <3. He wants to talk to Jen and Angie so i IM'd Angie about what Brian told me to help set it up for tomorrow campaigning to her to vote out Libra (what i did with Jessie to get her to vote out Jessie).

i just don't want to lose Jun as an ally over this.

[David Lane]

LoL, scott is pissed at me now. oops. I'm responding to him taking the approach that we didn't have the votes to backdoor. Brian wanted Libra out, Jen didn't want to nominate Dan, Jun woulda voted libra out cuz of alliance, and Dani of course wouldn't vote out Dan. That's 4/6 votes so it would have been a failed backdoor anyways. lol. instead of giving that reasoning for Jun though i lied and said i played the scenario game and she said she'd vote out libra against Dan.

whatever, he can be pissed at me all he wants. it GIVES me a reason to vote him out. I just hope it doesn't bite me in the ass but he still has bigger targets to fry than me, i assume. i might have have gone up to #2 on his hitlist but at least that isn't first. I kinda want him gone now.

[David Lane]

told jen what happened with scott.... and she supported my decision not to use POV. yayness. i told her just for some support IF Scott tries turning everyone on me. Have to set up my bumpers for protection. Gonna be hard to do damage control later on down the road if not.

[David Lane]

Game changing announcement? i'mma hurt you! lol

[David Lane]

So this is how votes SHOULD end up:

Brian - 2 Dan/1 Dani
Scott - 2 Dani/1 Dan
Jens - 2 Jun/1 Scott
David - 2 Brian/1 Scott
Jun - 2 Brian/1 Scott
Dan - 2 Scott/1 Brian
Dani - 2 Scott/1 Brian
Angie - 2 Jun/1 Brian

So yeah, that puts Dan and Dani at 3. It puts Jun at 4. Scott and Brian at 7. That's assuming no one lied and Angie does vote how i suggested.

[David Lane]

shit shit shit...

Angie already submitted and if she did then she probably did 2 Brian 1 Jun, making it a 3 way tie between Dan, Dani, and Jun for 3rd. fuck damn.

[David Lane]

bleh, dani is up. grr

[David Lane]

Hi... shoutout to Kathleen. iunno, i said i was going to do a DR entry and she said to mention her so there you go, lol.

I guess i should update by mentioning that the last few posts were all to do with the Twist where 3 people go up as nominees thanks to points we give out. Sure you all know that but maybe a year from now i'll decide to look at my DR here and not know what the fuck i was talking about, lol.

Dan and I were scrambling yesterday to figure out points to make sure jun went up instead of Dani but it didn't work out and we were bummed. We got picked for veto and were excited. Triple D got to represent again (and will be playing in all vetoes for the remainder of the game now that we are final 6).

So yeah, we go to today (or yesterday since it's now 6 AM, lol) and we are all worried. Jen contacts us about forming a F4 deal of Triple D + Jen. of course we can't refuse. That puts us at Triple D + Jen and Triple D + Jun. Angie won't bite and i won't even try so she's the odd one out at f6. She knows i trust Dani and i know she likes Dan but i don't see her agreeing to Triple D + Angie. It would be leading her on and i don't want to do that. I'd rather just keep her safe.

Yeah yeah, so we go to veto and it's that damn room finding one. I've never won it or even come close to winning it so i just hope to God that Dani or Dan win it. We decided we all wanted Dan to win veto before we knew what it was and that we'd try throwing it to him. sadly, this wasn't a comp you could really throw to people. So yeah, Angie says she plans on not using veto so i say i agree and there we are (i was suprised to hear she wouldn't use it). So veto starts and I know I'm doomed. The questions aren't hard but easy to end up with tons of guesses. Basically, the first few rooms Scott is always first. At that point i knew he won. i still decided to truck along and randomly end up first in a room without scott and that's when i thought i really had a chance. My lack of knowledge helped because my few guesses always had answer, lol. Whatever, fast forward to end and i win my second veto . I was excited about my first win but now being a multiple winner makes me feel happy, lol. i get excited over the little things so bare with me.

Yeah, so now is the point where i get bombarded with messages. Dan is angry he didn't win. I really wish he did but he was too far behind and i couldn't throw it knowing that scott could catch up at any moment. So at this point i have people harassing me about using it and i find it more funny than annoying. i basically tell everyone i'll do ceremony as soon as i get the pleas and they all send it early. At this point i decide ot tell Angie my plan of using it on Dani and explain why (dani = shadow = host of sbb). Angie is shocked but not angry. Basically everyone but scott and brian knows i'm going to use it on Dani. I post ceremony and that's when i out shadow (i asked if i could and he said yes). scott asks why in IM and i explain that i talk to shadow on a daily basis. I think he's pissed at me at this point but acts nice. So yeah, i reveal i know shadow and am friends with him and so saved him. No one seems to bite on this news and instead i guess just scrolled down to see i saved her, lol. funiness.

Dan ends up going up with Jun -.-. fucking liars (as if i can complain since i lied to everyone about my points). I basically came clean to angie today about what i really did with points and not trusting Scott so as to preserve what ever trust she may still have in me. i am looking out for her in this game. i made Dani promise she'd wait till final 5 to target her. Yeah yeah, so now we have 4 nominees: Scott, Brian, Dan, and Jun. We find out we vote for who stays. This of course sounds good at first but then we realize we only have 3 votes and that Angie WILL vote Scott. For my sake he sent me the not trusting me PM and i want him gone. For Dan/Dani they know he's coming after them so they want him out. Basically, we decide on splitting our vote to be 2 Dan and 1 Jun to tie with Scott's vote from Angie. We don't know what tiebreaker will be but decide to risk it anyways after finding out Dan would remain safe if he got 2 votes. I tell Scott at this time i'm going to save dan and he should be safe pending jen's vote. lol... opps. that's betrayal #2 of the night?

kk, so Brian gets evicted and Dan stays. Now we have tie between Jun and Scott. We find out we get to revote (yay) at which point we feel like we reached a huge SUCCESS! this whole time i talk to angie and she seems to feel she's a sinking ship. ho wells , she doesn't seem to hold it against me so i'm happy (i guess since i'm ranting i should mention i purposely type ho in ho wells, and i also purposely type opps instead of oops. i'm not sure why i developed these habits but i did so now you know). So yeah, 3-1 and Scott leaves. 3 betrayals in 1 night from me.

Scott then has the AUDACITY to say "at least you were honest." where and when? lulz, that's jk about audacity but major lulz at the me being honest. 3 strikes your... honest? tehe

So yeah, We make final 6. Triple D is now half the house and we each have our floaty person. This is feeling like bb4 all over again except this time it'd be like me taking Joe to the end (see what happens when i sense you have a f2 behind my back? lol).

[David Lane]

Right now i feel good. I feel i wouldn't go up if any of us won. Jen would target Jun and Angie, Jun might target 2 of us but i think she'd nominate angie and jen. Angie i think would nominate Dan and Dani and i can't hold that against her but at least it isn't me, right? lol. I stupidly tried at HoH in the excitement of my wins but am hoping Dan or Dani win instead. I feel as though Angie might be a tiny bit of a wildcard but i do still 100% trust her when it comes to my safety. i really do <3 Shira and am so glad to have gotten to play with her and get to know her. she's a great person.

So yeah, basically, i'm feeling alright in this game. If i win this HoH i can't play next week's HoH and final 5 HoH has always won in the URTV series. lulz, i don't think i'll win... i'm sure i'll have a bitter jury after this whole thing is said and done. Against either Dan or Dani they'll get votes because of survivability. I probably won't even make final 2. I'm still trying though. this game has been really fun. Changed my mind about urtv (sorry, urtv3 left a bitter taste in my mouth).

Finally... i figure i should mention housecalls. I decided i wanted to be housecalls for allstars instead of being an allstar. I told KC about this yesterday (or now before yesterday). I made this decision out of respect for the series. i LOVED my role as lemon in urtv3. I learned so much about ORGs and made so many friends. I know allstars is going to have a dead housecalls. I feel that me contributing to allstars would be beneficial to making allstars a great experience. Also, i <3 like everyone playing and that would put me in a fucking hard position. i make friends easily in orgs and i feel this would be more conducive to a housecalls position. My biggest fear was KC being angry at me for wasting a spot on urtv4. My point in urtv4 was to prove i wasn't as bad as Boogie. I feel i've accomplished that. Though i love all the people on housecalls and most of the allstars i just feel that being housecalls will be better. i'm still going to play hard to get to the end of this game. It's not like i'm going to just whither away. If i win and KC wants me to play i will. I don't see myself winning but if it does happen i'll be up for anything. For now, though, i'm completely happy with being housecalls.

/endrant. lol. how many of you will read those 2 posts? i bet 0

[David Lane]

i so could have said all that in much less words. sorry about that . lotsa reading material for the bored.

[David Lane]

I finally told Jun that i'm James from sbb3/4. I don't know what compelled me to tell her but i had a moment of trusting her after saving her so decided to come clean and tell her i hadn't revealed it to her till now because i feared she'd target me. After that we discussed our past experience with each other, how she never disliked me, how we FINALLY are playing together and actively talking. We spoke about KC and shadow and the memories. Oh, we also discussed how we've both backstabbed key on multiple occasions and that's where you discover the true joys in life, lol. It was a really nice talk. I genuinely like Kyle and am glad that urtv4 gave me the opportunity to finally talk to him. If now he decides to backstab me i won't mind... i'm just glad to be on good terms with him.

lol

[Chelsia]

I read them.

[David Lane]

i'm sorry for wasting your afternoon lulz

[David Lane]

i decided to just give my answers to dan and dani.

Jen's at 20 now... and right after i ask her Dan IM's me saying "Jen got 20" and acting mad. I don't buy it. I'm pretty sure he gave her answers. now i really hope that Dani wins and that we get rid of Jen. I think Dan has a final 2 with Jen. That's not bad so much cuz he should still be loyal till final 4 but that don't mean i'm not going to try and separate them. It makes me not trust him. i 100% trust Dani and Angie. i 75% trust Dan since i don't feel he's being honest.

[David Lane]

lol, Angie won! that's GREAT news . i'm soo happy for her. This is like PG winning when she had to. I won't vote out an ally unless they are against another ally so that keeps me good. She told me she's not putting me up and as i said i 100% trust her so yayness .

She told me the nominees are Dani and Jun. We have to votes to keep Dani safe so yay.